Friday, September 26, 2008

A moving experience

One of the disadvantages of an open plan office seating is that eye contact can easily be made, and conversations can be carried out with someone seated 10 feet away without moving from one’s seat. Think 16 somewhat excitable people in such a setting. And for good measure, add the non-stop blare from a couple of computer speakers. For someone like me, who gets disturbed by the uproar caused by a falling pin, such a work environment can be quite non-conducive to work.

So when, during the day, the decibel levels reach those of a shooting range, I head to the only quiet corner in the entire office – the women’s loo. In the tiny 3’ x 5’ space, sound recedes and focus returns. Scattered thoughts meld and sparks ignite. Now, if there was only a way to fit a computer and a net connection somehow…

So it was a couple of days ago, that I headed to the ‘Thinking Room’ and sat on the only seat available. There was a brief to worked on, and the glimmer of an idea had been forming in the back of my head. I closed my eyes to allow it to take shape, unhindered by thought or movement. The stillness was almost perfect – within and without.

And I began to feel a gentle vibration. Like something from deep within. I could feel it travel from my toes to my temples. Warm spirals of energy. This was an extremely rare experience. Something I’d only read or heard about. I had felt something milder during meditation, but for the first time, I could feel the vibrations so perceptibly. I felt I was on the brink of something momentous. Some great Universal Truths were being revealed to me. I felt connected to the Source and to living things everywhere.

I emerged from Thinking Room, feeling energized and tranquil.

A colleague passing by looked at me and with awe in his voice, asked, “Did you feel it?”

“How did you know?” I asked, suddenly disoriented.

“Apparently, it was a big one in Iran,” he said. “Almost 7.5 on the Richter scale.”

10 comments:

obsolete loo said...

No wonder they call it the "thunder box"....good to see you have not lost touch.

Rash said...

Ha ha! Well I almost slept through the Latur quake (was in Pune) and shouted at roommate for shaking the cot. So you ain't alone

Leela A said...

Obsolete Loo: (E, is that you?) Thunder box, indeed. I shall rename the Thinking Room.

Rash: It's unnerving, isn't it? Being in an earthquake and not realising it. I didn't fancy getting stuck in the loo in case things started crashing around.

bluespriite said...

Seriously, glad to hear that you and your touch are okay. :)

Blogs for bogs said...

You could consider getting an i-pod for when u pot.

Leela A said...

Bluespriite: Thank you :) I've been doing more offline writing lately. Will write about that shortly

Blogs for bogs: Yeah, that makes perfect sense.

Anonymous said...

AAHH, Sigh, after the crescendo of the return came what seems to be my almost daily 'vibrations' coz we have tremors more often than we go to the 'thinking room out here!

marline the mystical one

Rash said...

Yes it is. And also funny :D

Leela A said...

Mystical Marline: All i can say is, hold on tight.

Rash: :)

Anonymous said...

I thought it was your first big 'O' any way you can add it to the never ending list of fakes ...